I don't know why it has taken me so long to update but I am finally doing it. So the last few months have been CRAZY, especially the last few weeks. Kevin finally went out to Cali the first part of November to get his job taken care of so we could move there. Well, a week went by and everything we thought was promising fell through. We thought ok, there is something better for us, lets try another week, it will all work out. And then that week went by. It was stressful, but at the end of two and a half weeks we had to question if moving to CA was the right thing for us to do. We came to the conclusion that maybe it's not right now. We felt so good about selling our house and moving it doesn't make much sense to us. But things change, maybe 6 months ago it was right and now it's not. So for now we are staying in Utah. Even though I was so excited to move, it does give me a sense of relief to stay around our family and friends.
I did gain some important things from this experience like how amazingly grateful and lucky we are to live in Utah and have the family and friends that we do. I have loved having the chance to help and serve in various situations where I wouldn't have been able to if we moved. And over the past little while I have come to appreciate the little things so much more, like having a warm place to live, food to eat, clothes to wear, the things we take so much for granted. While in CA Kevin was able to stay with his aunt who lives out there that he has never gotten to know. I know he really treasures the time he got to spend with their family. They took him sight seeing and fed him things he had never tried before. He even helped them realize how grateful they are for what they have. We are truly grateful for their kindness and hospitality. Also not being with my husband for 2 1/2 weeks was hard but it brought us closer together and strengthened our marriage, which I am so thankful for.
So what's next for us? I have no idea. We are taking it one day at a time. Our life has taken a 180 degree flip and we are just wingin' it right now. There are many things in life that we don't understand but this we do know- Heavenly Father has a plan for us, and we intend to do all we can to follow it. If this is our refining fire, then bring it on, cause I can't wait 'till the other side (I hope it comes quick!)